Saturday, February 11, 2012
♥
4:37 AM
SAGITTARIUS-The One that Waits (11/22-12/21) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only。
Stop standing there ♥
2:18 AM
Stop standing there- Avril Lavigne
"All this talking of you
I don't know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand
What's inside of your head
All this thinkin' of you
Is that what you're doin' too?
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all of the time
Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to see you smiling at me
Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So i could show you who I am
You're just standing by
You're just wasting time
Why don't you tell me the truth about me and you
and as the time goes by
I hope you realise
If you ask me to
I just might be with you
Don't waste another day
Don't waste another minute
I can't wait to see your face
Just to see you smiling at me
Open up your heart
Help me understand
Please tell me who you are
So i could show you who I am
Stop standing there, standing there
and stop acting like you don't care
And stop being scared, being scared
Stop acting like you don't care"
Maybe you really don't care, but i wish you would even a little bit. I have fallen for an impossible dream, you would then show me that nothing is impossible but for now, everything seems impossible to me, even talking to you.
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Thursday, February 9, 2012
♥
7:21 AM
I dont think i can handle rejection so i'll be discreet for now. I dun wanna exist...
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Saturday, February 4, 2012
♥
3:33 AM
假装自己忘得掉
假装自己不难过
假装自己不会哭
假装自己很快乐
原来假装久了
自己都不认识自己了。
♥
1:27 AM
"Time passes, people move… Like river’s flow, it never ends… A childish mind will turn to noble ambition… Young love will become deep affection… The clear water’s surface reflects growth…"
- The Legend of Zelda, Ocarina of Time
Friday, February 3, 2012
Whatever; Fuck this shit ♥
7:32 AM
"They dunno how i feel. They are not me. I needa learn to stop talking. I needa learn to stfu. I needa learn to never say everything even though its best friends. I needa stop being stupid."
I know. Despite my frustrated, anger emotion now, i had an ok day. Recess, pe, lessons all ok. Ok, I'm done talking.
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Labels: whatever; Fuck this shit
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Doom ♥
1:52 AM
I'm doom for, dead, died, busted, whatever...
Ican'tfallinloveagain!! Its too hard.
He smiles, he waves, he is too far from me! IT WON'T AND CAN NEVER HAPPEN! Omggggg!
Its like the song "Grenade".
"I'll catch a grenade for you
put my hand on a blade for you
Jump in front of a train for you
You know I will do anything for you
I could go through all the pain
take a bullet train through my brain
I'll die for you, baby
but you wont do the same."
Cuz the WHOLE thing is all in my head. I'm crazy.
I like Cute & Crazy! ♥
This time, I'm really doomed for...
I shall cry on my pilliow then. Cry first, I'm prepared.
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Monday, January 30, 2012
Best Friend ♥
8:56 AM
The distance between her and me is getting smaller, believe me, i'm actually loving it more.
The distance wasn't so far to start with, i've got a feeling she've changed somehow and i like her change. She is also happier now and all and as a best friend, i'm also happy for her. I can't seem to figure out where's the change but she seemed more open to me now and i'm overjoyed that she trust me and believe me. Secrets and all, i've seen it (i think) and i wanna thank her for opening up to me.
BTW, her house is so Awesome!!!! ^^ Yea, i went! YOU JELLY? :P
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Labels: Best Friend
Monday, January 23, 2012
CNY ♥
10:35 PM
"Haha, maybe being in a super big family isn't bad afterall"
Hey! Happy Chinese New Year to all! Haha, yes, I'm happy.
My dad's side of the family is SUPER DUPER FCKING ENORMOUS! Like de seriously! I thought it was damn big already when now, from nowhere, pops out some US uncle (7th) and his Cheena wife and daughter. Please, i have never even see them before... They literally dropped from the sky -.- as said by my 19 year old uncle. But their family issue is not easy at all. They have issues all right! Long Complicated Issue. #Don't wanna bother thou I've already knew the whole story (roughly).
Ok, other then that i am lucky to get to see my uncles and aunt. Some young some old, but to sum it up, they're family what can i say... FAMILY, tough word. I also realised that I have emotional issue, wait, its not a one day two day thing already is it... ok, BIG thingie. I have ALOT of faces, attitude and personailty. Able to change with a snap of fingers. oh well. My personailty and attitude is different when i face my families and friends. Different is not the word. Opposite. Totally Opposite. For now, at least, my friends is more important than anything and everything. Families are just there to support when i fall, isn't it? so should be different.
Then there is the bad thing about being in the family is that, you can't married anyone from the family. Sad, oh well, there is always more fishes in the pond right. BUT SERIOUSLY, WHY TORTURE ME?! My family consist of all the so damn shuai uncles!!! Make me drool! Che. #Lying. Just joking, my family is ok la. Good-looking, PASSED. Personailty, PASSED. Character, PASSED. The only thing failed is they are family. NO personal feelings allowed! Haha nvm, my boyboy cuter. :p #Sorry but not sorry.
Labels: CNY
Friday, January 20, 2012
what is wrong ♥
5:09 AM
Leaving everything behind, is that the only way to resolve my problem, my life sins? If i actually do, what about those i love? Those i actually cherishes. My friends? My bed? My pillow? My memories? My precious items? My secrets?
Tough choice indeed. Fang actually reminded me today... "why bother taking someone with me if i'm gonna leave them behind." I've made a surprising number of friends selfishly and now i'm being irresponsible by having thoughts about me wanting to leave them behind. I didnt really thought about that before. I really like the word "Death" and is probably obsess with it. I'll try to lessen my talk on it then..
"I dont deserve such great friends, i dont deserve alot of things. Great things."
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