I am in love with an echo. A memory from another time, another place. // Michael Faudet
I keep apologizing for being unable to update my blog on a timely basis, but I feel that a blog is a Diary that one keeps to record things that brought me joy, misery, excitement and other various feelings and emotions that either I want to remember or let off. I guess in each of my many entries that I've posted, many could see that I have grown with each one and, that in each entry individually holds various different emotions and feelings, even though the main intention was to keep or get off one from myself. I write it here, on the web, for everybody to read so that people who have felt similar feels could see that they are not alone and maybe, just maybe, they could read mine and feel that they might not be as bad after all, or see the issues from another person (aka me) point of view.
Moving on. *Yes, I am weird like that, and I do not really know how to pick up messes I make, so I do not really know how to end my paragraphs*
Today, I went down to eat lunch with my brother while it was raining cats and dogs with lighting and massive thunders, I walked past someone from my past or someone familiar to that someone from my past. I turned my head 3 times to reconfirm but still did not manage to. I didn't went up to approach or say hi, so I do not really know if it was really that person from my past. If it was me a few years ago, the reason for not approaching would have been fear; fear of confirming that past consisting of that person, fear of facing that person, fear of facing myself, but mostly fear of rejection.
I will not say that i have a 360 degrees kind of change but it is not fear anymore, I walked away accepting that that person was a past and that approaching him would not have made any much of a difference or shorten any distance between the both of us. I just you readers can say I've maybe accepted it.
Then again, it just might not even be the person from my past, it was just a back I saw. That person might not even be in the country for all I know. XD #JARDIEDED
Words of the wise, hold those you cherish close to your heart. Do not let any distance get to you, because once you leave, that person will become a past, and there is no way to turn back time, only to accept that all is gone. Distance is the worst enemy of time, but not the physical distance but the distance of 2 person's heart, whether it is friends, family or love. Cherish and prioritize.
