During this attachment, I have met many different kind of patients with different conditions. The reasons for their conditions may vary from the usual bio, psycho, social issues, which I am entrusted not to discuss with anyone. But no matter what the reasons is, nobody has the rights to infer them from their conditions. Nobody should be judging, classifying or even treat them differently.

Hear me out: Nobody wishes to be in there, nobody ever wants to be in that condition. But when they are, it is because nobody cared or loved them the way they hoped to be. If they had a choice, do you think they would choose to be in this state?
I had depression, which might relapse for a short while here and there. But if i have a choice, I know I would not be like this.

One patient asked me, how did I came out of my depression. I then realized the unconscious reason why I love my name (nickname) so much. Jarica, but people call me Jar. I told my patient this: everybody have a Jar inside of them. This Jar collects negativity, be it negative emotions, feelings or thoughts. Whenever we feel sad, angry or sometimes even irritation, all these are collected inside the jar. Bit by bit, this jar inside us filled up with all our negativity. But depression is caused when the negativity is filled to the rim of the Jar and yet, more negativity is continue to add into the Jar, causing it to overflow. This is depression.
How did I came out of it? By writing, i told her. She asked me how does writing helps? I replied, saying that the Jar is overflowing with negative contents, the only way to empty the contents is to take it out of your system. It is near impossible for us to feel genuinely happy or the smile and laugh in this condition, so I write out my feelings and emotions to take it out of my system. Thus, instead of building up in the Jar, it is expressed in pen and paper. Haha, I have 7 diaries, 1 blog, 1 wattpad, 1 penzu, 1 tumblr and 1 twitter. These are all my methods of relieving the negativity in me, to take myself out of depression. I write, it may not be in fantastic English or that it may not even makes sense at all, but when I know what I wrote and I understand how I felt. Even if everybody else do not.
What I am just trying to say is that everybody is different, some might be luckier that the rest but that does not give anybody the right to judge anybody just base on what they have, because that is definitely not all that they can offer the world. And especially if they can teach me such many valuable lessons.

Please, tell your friends and families to stop judging and stigmatizing mental conditions. We are not all the same even though it is the same diagnosis and definitely not something to be look down upon. We are not abnormal, we are just cracked and a little broken that wishes to get better; better life, better sights. Please spread the message, stop stigmatization. #StopStimatization #Loveforthebetter #abetterlifeMH
Thank you for reading this post of mine. I have never been more sincere and felt so much emotions running over me trying to opt for a better life for those that had suffered. I just really think they deserve it. So please, sincerely please, let them have it. The better life they wanted. Just pray, hope and wish for them. *Bows*