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I've been busy recently but I have some time left before bedtime so I decided to update my blog.
"A rose, with any other color, would smell just as nice." // Shakespeare
It's been 3 weeks since school reopened and I have made some really close friends and some friends.
First things first, I guess I should clean up the mess which I explained (briefly) in the previous post (scroll downwards to the previous post to see if you have no idea what I am talking about).
I guess I am over it.
The idiocy, the foolishness and the hate; I just overlooked it as it does not matter as much. On my part, I should not have cared about other people's matters. Being nice and being a friend, I paid a price, not everybody is worth being nice to. Even though I try as much to be nice, to control my anger and hatred towards some, however everybody have their limits.
I tried to forget about the entire incident and what stirred it in the first place, but Audrey said that it is not fair for those that were nice to me at that point and those who was a friend. To me, I am just another friend, they would not have cared as much about losing me or about me forgetting them. The incident is just a mishap, a slip of tongue. As much as I want to fight back and I would not lose, I am still trying to keep my cool and not blow things up.
To those people that still thinks I have a problem or that I seemed ill, you should probably visit a doctor soon and see to it that your problems are solved first before thinking that you 'understand', 'know' or judge me. To those friends whom smiles at me holding a dagger behind your back, just know that you can only hurt me if I let you :) Smiles.
Second, I mentioned that I made some new friends in my all new class despite knowing a few familiar faces. They are quite cool and they do make my life seemed better. I am allowed to be loud, careless and weird and they are still able to accept me. So far, there is not a day that does not end with joy and tears from laughing too much. Finally, I feel like I fit in somewhere and feel a place of belonging, aside from my family-like friends. But sometimes, such good things happen and you have to wonder if anything would go wrong, what happens if it does. We could only cherish the moments now before it's gone.
Third and finally,
IT'S MUMMY'S and ROY'S BIRDDAYYYYY, I mean, BIRTHDAY!! *starts jumping around and flipping hair*
Roy,
I'm so so so sorry that I cannot make it on your birthday as my mum does sort of comes first, but that does not mean that I do not care about yours. I guess I said what I wanted through the whatsapp message that day so I shall not crap as much here. Well, Roy, Happy birthday best friend!
Family Photo with my awkward face.
Mummy,
Most probably you would not see this post but I am going to type it out here anyways. I know you are constantly worried and caring for us ( Brother and me) and that in your eyes, no matter which age, we are still children. Also, during that incident, you were so worried about me that you could not sleep and became sick. All those moments where I made you sad, hurt and overreact, I am sorry. I really love you, and I will try to become a child that you no longer worries for. Happy Birthday mum. I hope you had fun!
Tadaa~ That's all today folks, thank you for your attention!
Just a short note: Tell me what you think of my songs list, my favorite songs, and if you can, pm me your favorite songs and if I like it, I'll include them in as well. :) I dare you. Haha.
Buhbye~
