Hello again. I am going to share my story about these few days again, bear with me kays? :)
“We know what we are, but know not what we may be” //William Shakespeare.
I am sure everybody have a perception of who they are in them but what others see and feel, might be different. I have heard many sayings such as "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder", "It takes another passerby to speak a flaw". But these days, it is a trend not to be concerned about what anybody else thinks and I feel uncomfortable about that trend. You may or may not find this paragraph a little link-less with the rest of my post but I will leave it up to your imagination to get the meaning.
It is nearing my common tests week and I am pretty much in a mood that I cannot sit still, focus or study. Not good. But I will tell you of these friends of mine which was good friends one time. My new clique in my new class.
The girls
We are called the 'Popcorn' girls in class as we kept saying the word 'popcorn' in a Philippines accent. Both of them are very cool to hang out with and very fun. I cannot remember how we clicked or made friends with one another but I am very happy to have met them.
The boys
Similarly, I cannot remember how I met them or made such good friends with them but I am very happy that we are friends. They can be quite nonsensical at times not to mention, childish and playful, but these all just adds on to making me smile and laugh uncontrollably.
Somehow in a short time, we form a inseparably clique of friends. I sometimes wonder questions like "how in the world did I became so sociable?" and "Am I good enough to be in their group?", the usual 'low-self esteem' kind of questions. I still am wondering do I fit in with them and lately, I am not going to deny, I feel left out sometimes but it is because I am very sensitive and, I guess it is my bad to be paranoid.
A few series of events and dramas did happen and it will either break us or make our friendship stronger than ever. Sometimes you ought to believe what people tell you, no matter who they are, and changed for what is to believed as the better. Accept it when they are being straightforward about it, at least they are not talking behind your back. Do not hate them for their honest upfront opinions but be appreciative that someone comes forward to tell you your mistakes. I did not mention any person in this post, but if the shoe fits, by all means wear it.
Just want to say to you, that:
Buhbye, till next time :)
