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Saturday, July 12, 2014

First CA; attachment.

"Time passes, people move… Like river’s flow, it never ends… A childish mind will turn to noble ambition… Young love will become deep affection… The clear water’s surface reflects growth…"- The Legend of Zelda, Ocarina of Time

I've got through my first attachment!

*starts dancing around and flipping hair*
 
 
Yes, I did. And I enjoyed it.
I've met so many different people and learnt so many things that I have never thought of. Made many friends from other classes (practical groups) and found someone I liked. :D. shushie.
This experience is very memorable not just because it’s my first but also, that I have learnt many things that I may and may not need in future. I’m not supposed to say anymore than this about the attachment so I’m doing a short post about it. And I’m done.
Haha I shall do a short post on something else too.
I said on top that I found someone I liked? Yeah well, it is not really love like. Just an attraction in a very very long time. But do I love him?
 
How did we meet? Well, it’s part of the story I can’t say due to official reasons. But well, he’s a living breathing proof that my requirements for a guy are possible. But I don’t know if God was just trying to show me that this type of guy exists or to tell me we are not fated nor suited for ech other. Why did I say that? Because, he doesn’t like me. It’s quite obvious actually; despite my efforts to reach out to him outside of that building, he refuses to turn back. My guess is that he doesn’t want any relation with me or anything that concerns me. However, it’s fine. I’m fine. I’m happy just knowing such guy exists and a bit worried that I’m gonna die alone. XD. Keeding.
 
What were the requirements I saw in him? Haha, omigosh I so shy, but I'm gonna expose some.
1. He has this teeth that sticks out and when he smiles, it's soo cute! (something like Lifang's)
2. The words that he whispers sound better than the words he says. XD
3. He's a quiet and shy type of guy but when he talks, it's all sarcasm and tease.
4. He's not narcissistic.
5. He smiles a lot.
The rest is mine to keep. Himitsu~
But sadly, I don't think we will ever be closer than what we are now, which is strangers.
 
 
We aren't that close in the first place.
Also, love is just not my thing. I'm like an immature young boy chasing after a girl; amateur and too straight forward. Haish, what to do? Guys that I happen to be attracted to doesn't come around to chase me and some only after they gave up chasing me then I starts to fancy them. I'm such a ironic bitch. XD. 
 
 
But you know what,
 
 
Only till that moment where everything seems to work out in the way where both expected then I wouldn't mind being in love again.
 
 
But hey, It's just me.
 
 
 
Oh yeah! I wanted to try this out:
 
 
Text me, ig me, tweet me, facebook chat me, telegram, wechat, line or even ask.fm me any questions that you want to ask me and I'll answer honestly with a 'yes' or a 'no'. Add a #YNGame at the end of the question :)
Have Fun! Xoxo, Jarica