"What's life without sleep?" I'll tell you.
You think. Way more than you're suppose to. Overthinking, you think about possibilities, you think about people, you think about you. Your life, your friends families, yourself. There's the many 'what if's, There's the 'if i haven't's and There's the 'why not's. Endless chances, possiblities and endless conclusions. Forced to wander into the past, present and future. Well, i don't know about you, but I can't stop it.
And its driving me nuts.
I guess those aspects where you think a lot about is important to you. Then again, maybe you're just subconscious about it all this time. Like me, I've have always written about friends, family and love. Always. But well, something that once mattered so much, can be so meaningless after.
Time is constantly changing even when we're not, so why can't we adapt? Why can't i adapt?
Move on. Let go.
Easily said then done.
Have you ever wonder what its like to have a person who looks at you longingly. The feeling is like you're some kind of their favorite food but then, you unedible which they know and that's why they want you, bad. I have thought of that and it just doesn't occur to me that I was a girl that guys actually dreams of.
But Hey! I've accepted, so moving on.
Somehow I feel how Damon Salvatore (The Vampire Diaries) felt when he feels that he was bad for Elena. Maybe, just maybe, that's why I avoid every guy that confesses to me, feel bad then regret. And the cycle just doesn't stops.
Then again,
it might just be another of my Fantastic excuses. And I have a lot. with evidence or bullshit, whatever anybody calls it. :) *smirks*
