Hey there, my servants of the dark.
Its been a long time huh. Its 2014. Well, i have much to share i guess but its late at night so i shall try to rest early.. Nah who am i keeding. Kekeke.
Its been a long time huh. Its 2014. Well, i have much to share i guess but its late at night so i shall try to rest early.. Nah who am i keeding. Kekeke.
Lets talk about my friends.
Recently it was Lifang's birthday. Yup, my beloved fang's birthday, how can i not show some innocent angels that we trunedtahaha lemme tell you what 'bad' deeds i did.
1. I LIED. I told her that nobody is free to celebrate her bday and i ranted abit to make it seems i was pissed and haha, SHE BELIEVED.
2. CAKE. Well, to make it seem like nobody is celebrating her bday, i bought a cupcake to make it seem real. Meanwhile, *behind the scenes* Betrayers were spreading whipcream on a banana cake which we used to bluff fang it was bake by us. Hahaha so in the end, she ended up with 3 cakes; cupcake, banana cake, real cake. EVIL.
3. PRESENT TIME. Hahaha i remember the love-hate relationship i had with Gh's present. So i did the same thing to fang's present. I wrapped it in 8 LAYERS of newspaper + 1 layer of cloth and ribbon. My 8 + 1 LAYER OF LOVE.
My birthday present to fang. ^^ I'm quite proud of it, I must say.
Yes, Lifang still loves me hahahaha, but i will never forget her face when she cuss and smile unwillingly upon tearing each layer. MUAHAHAHAHA i know you love me :$.
Jarica's turn. Prncssdevil.
Well. I'm not working anymore. Yup, i quitted. Ummm, recently just got my O level result. It was a tragedy, a frail disappointment. My score was ok, except for one which brought heaven crashing into hell. Haish. Oh well. I passed up my courses choices as well. Hoping i was learn to like it since i have no much interest in anything.
Well. I'm not working anymore. Yup, i quitted. Ummm, recently just got my O level result. It was a tragedy, a frail disappointment. My score was ok, except for one which brought heaven crashing into hell. Haish. Oh well. I passed up my courses choices as well. Hoping i was learn to like it since i have no much interest in anything.
"In the deep parts of my heart, there's a frail segment craving for a chest to be embraced in. Craving for a shoulder to cry on, craving for something 2 + 2 which makes sparks fly and stars dim."
That person, is he out there. Is he waiting for me. Is he asking for a clue to my appearance, is he hoping to meet me. Hoping for the time to go faster. Will he appear in time. Will he be right.
Will i be satisfied. Will i be happy.
Will i be satisfied. Will i be happy.
The more i think of 'Love', the more the thoughts repels me. Guys in my head just doesn't exists. Either that or they aren't interested in ugly little girls like me. Can't blame anybody, i'm quite... urg. Hahaha. Fact.
"No happy ever after, just disaster."
"Every hurt, every fear, every emotion is a consequence of the experience we run into. Be it love or betrayal, sadness or happiness, its all similar. Its our remembrance and memories of us, the life."
So i would like to say, I will not not be afraid to say yes to death because the demons and devils that everybody viewed another as, its much more angelic than the person ourselves.We are the demons in our lives that we think are angels, so without being blinded, the demons we see, are nothing more than pure innocent angels that we turned bad.
I'm Jarica, both a Devil and a Demon. And i'm not searching for an angel. For I, fell in love with the Devil. No goodness, no nothing. Yet, drawn, captivated, attracted to him. Darkness.
Everybody has a monster inside of them. But corrupts them isn't the monster nor the dark, its themselves.
My rose, is the rose of death. Pure innocence yet highly misunderstood. A dying blue rose.
The Devil's friend.
Went out with bestie here. Sometimes I feel that she's really is the best friend that I have. I mean, how can you find a friend who is similar with you in a different way and yet, different in a similar way. She understands me and tolerates me. She don't criticize me about my love for the darkness or my goth-punk-ness. Thank you.
"I wish for a place where everything is better. But without you, nothing's better."
"For the good of the universe, to be on equal, ying to yang, yang to ying. Who will be my yang to my ying?"
"We're not broken just bent and we can learn to love again."
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Tell me, for I am just a girl. Once trying my best, and now, sick of everybody's expectations.
I'm just trying to be a demon now. Pure Devil.
