Family problem is a non-stop thing, i know I'm an ass with attitude problem and anger management, they should understand and listen to me.. But on the bright side, i dont have to wake up every 5+. I miss going out with my friends. I lost my skill of being emotional, being positive is not that hard if the people around you is ok with it. I'm fond of change and people noticing I've changed, my clique sort of dont care about those since they realise they cant do anything to change me back back to 'discuss' about it during their class time when i'm not around. Afterall, I'm not any classified group material i guess... I'm definately not a popular, not a jock, not a hippie, not a nerd ( my studies isn't that good..), not a geek, I'm maybe a little goth... Haha I'm a hybreed! but i know i fit in the world somewhere right? Just the question, where exactly. You know, i'm like a zone skipper, I haven't even understand who i am and what am i suppose to be. yet, i wanna know who is gonna be in my future, who are friends and foes, who I'm gonna love, what I'm needed to expect, and most importantly, what kind of mistakes I am gonna make. I'm a clumsy and dumb person, which things need to be taken slowly.
"wishing upon the stars every night don't seem to get you closer to me or the other way round, but it gets me to continue believing in one day."
