This is usually how i feel these days..

I cant do anything can i.. i can only complain to myself and forgive them. But time and again, they keeps getting on my nerves, telling them to stop, they would only shoot you back or give you a response that has the same meaning as "or what?". I can never hate them, otherwise i wouldnt know myself anymore. I guess those people who don't believe in friendship were a little right; some secrets are not meant to be told. & yea, i lied. I told them i don't like him anymore but i lied. Who cares, not like they bother. They only care about themselves and how they feel, their stress & their likes. I should do the same. I've not become ruder, ok maybe, but it isnt for nothing. Its called defence. So you decide how i act and stuff? Fuck you. I control my life not anybody else, so stop fucking trying to teach me how to behave. You mind your own life.

One question to all that know my name:

"Do you actually know me? Then 3 THINGS i've fallen in love with deeply recently. What do i want so badly these days?"

Well, i can truthfully tell you that No One in the entire world can answer correctly for all. People who usually hangs out, don't go around saying you know me very well cuz factual, you dont. The only face lost, is yours.