"Isn't it sad to stay away from the one you love, telling yourself that you don't love him/her. Pretending not to care, not to notice when he/she walks past. Ignoring the fact that you want to see him/her so badly that it aches. Imagine how it feels like knowing that you can't touch or was forbidden to love that person due to some reasons that if you do it, you might die."
Is it the same for me? Not really. I'm able to touch, feel, kiss, hug, etc with the person i love but i can't. He doesn't talk to me, doesn't care or look at me the way i look at him. He's a Fantasy, a Dream, a Fairytale that doesn't occur to me as a possibility. Come to think of it, Romeo & Juliet isn't as tragic as it is. A true sad story is a person that died with regrets of their 'one-sided love' which mine is gonna become. At least Romeo loves Juliet and Juliet loves Romeo.
To be frank, I'm not even sure if i truely really love him. maybe its just temporaraily. Hopefully it is.
'I hate being a slave of love'
