To be brutally honest, i was not looking forward to this day one bit. It is just another day and that past experiences haven't been delightful. I use to shed tears every year on this very day and way too often, my expectations escalated upwards. This year i guess i did not let my expectations fly, but i was hoping that some specific personnel would remember. Some did, some... did not. Oh well.
However, i enjoyed today for i manage to really see clearly, way too clearly, of my friends and those i thought i was close to. Haha, but it is just a birthday, no biggie. Sometimes, it just so happens that it should matters to those which matters and not that much to those which does not. I am so contradicting myself, for i often say that i do not care about this day but yet, i was hoping some people does. Ironic but true. That is precisely why i find this day extremely annoying and irritating.
Anyways, thank you for the well wishes and the presents, i really enjoyed myself. Also, I know now who should matters and where i stand in your hearts. Thank you. <3 br="">3>