Well, this year i'll be taking my examinations in the hall. Scary? Yes, very. Hahaha, but people that i'm close to are nearby so, oh well. Practical tomorrow, starts at 10am so i dun have to sleep that early. *yesh! Jackpot* hahaha jkjk.
Well, i know its my O level year and all +mid years but i can't seem to concentrate on studying. Haha my heart is with my newly attracted to idols. Haha recently i went deeper into the kpop stuff and fall in love with Super Junior's DongHae! Also, fall in love with running man and WGM goguma couple, which led me to loving CNBlue and Snsd. Kekeke well, i recently also fell in love with FTIsland's Raining (Jap version). Hahaha see how unfocused i am? Crazy liao. Drama made me mad. Hahahaaa.
Well, life's been a little better. Things that change in my life is that i'm needed to go counseling every 2 weeks, never getting weaker in the clique bond and i'm slowly getting excited as i get used to this life. While everybody's adapting and loving their life without me in it, i too, is gonna try my best to get out of my imaginary hell. Like Lynn and Cheryl said in the letter, i should stop my self-pity and actually try to understand people. As self-pity makes me more unconfident and make people feel i'm selfish and unapproachable. Hahaha, thanks guys.
"Its been 58 days, i miss you. Your smell, your clothes, your house. I regret everything i said that i don't mean. The push and pull reaction that i have with myself. I'm sorry for dragging you in. I'm sorry. But i still and forever will love you."
Photo time~
