To start of, HEY! Its Chinese New Year. Its the season of mandarin oranges, red packets, steamboats and reunion. Haha, gambling is just a bonus. I am back in Malaysia; Ayer Tawar, and i am gonna miss school for 2-3 days which i prob die once i get back. (Flooded by homework. TT-TT) Like i used to i will use pictures to summarise the whole long period.
Well, sometime in february, i went for a CIP thingie and ended up making some friends and camwhore. *smirks*
-Emotion blast
Well, when my friends left last year, i'm left alone; force to fit in and adapt at full speed. People that i was once close with (Hongde, Adaline, Youxia,Etc), they don't even talk to me anymore. They don't care any longer. Life is liddat, i guess, once they are gone they no longer care or love you anymore. Last year, something equally bad happened, i lost a horrible amount of friends and one of them was my courage to stand up to my regret; Asyraf, my retainment. He can gets me happy like i'm floating in the skies and he can drop me to the deepest hell and make sure i burn. I got my heartbreak and i recovered. I'm fine now, but the more i avoid him, the more he tries to get closer to me. (like i tried not seeing him, in the end, he backhugged me 3 times -.-) and when he does that, i feel overjoyed. Which make me wanna hit myself. I'm tired, weary.
"In everything i do, i'm learning from my mistakes, every heartache i have, make me stronger. Among all, i'm also learning how to fall. Fall without getting hurt."
Happy Chinese new year everybody! 💗
