Life is mixed with the different colours and emotions felt by the different people.
But Luckily, i have sort of a joy source. Big Bang~!
They are so cute and handsome, seeing them makes me insantly happy without fail and despite all the stress and emotions i had for that day. Haha, but don't mistaken me for some Insane Crazy Fangirl [ICF] as i won't go crazy in front of them. At least i don't think I'm capable of doing that. My favourite song is wedding dress by Taeyang, i feel that this song strongly melts my heart and not just the lyrics fits in the kind of desperation and inspiration but also confusion and the intention of doing something that the other person don't don't even realised its for her/him.
The family's Stress source.
Don't look at me, I am talking about the guy beside me! My brother. He doesn't listens neither does he care about anything except himself and how he's gonna have fun. But he is still too immature to understand that life isn't about having fun but working hard and enjoying it at the same time, apparently thats the F.U.N in reality. But if you enjoy it, it counts as you are having fun? Haha, it works that way too. But he only understands the fun in gaming and play sort of stuff. Sometimes i wish he'd be more mature and understand his/ our parent's pain.
"The game isn't over till all have been dismissed, perished. Snows, flowers, leaves, winds, light, dusts, sounds, feels, dusks, dawn, wake and dark. The game haven't end, I shall might have a chance of winning even till the last second of the church chimes, i still can win. As long as we are both alive and loving, I'' always choose you, even to the point of Death."
